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22 April 2008 @ 10:10 am
I came across this site today. I found it interesting. I wish I could find a better copy of the picture below of Elizabeth Hurley with a pacifier. Apparently it was reported that she was using it to help her quit smoking. Which is good, because smoking is a nasty, filthy habit.

They also had this comic, which is cute :)

Current Mood: happyhappy
28 November 2007 @ 06:09 pm
Not to be boastful or anything, it's just the truth. She did something for me, and I can't help but smile and laugh, and then smile, and then laugh some more, and then think of just how amazing she is. Maybe if you're super lucky, she'll let me share a tiny bit of it with you.

I know I haven't posted much. Things are good. Things are great. Usually when I think about posting, I think about something I could be doing just for her instead, and I go do that. But she's sleeping, and I had to tell someone how happy she's made me. So, hi. Sorry for all the neglect and stuff.
30 July 2007 @ 11:39 pm
I want a party with roomfuls of laughter,
Ten thousand tons of ice cream,
And if I don't get the things I am after,
I'm going to screeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEAM.

There's no earthly way of knowing
Which direction we are going
There's no knowing where we're rowing
Or which way the river's flowing
Is it raining?
Is it snowing?
Is a hurricane a-blowing?
Not a speck of light is showing
So the danger must be growing
Are the fires of hell a-glowing?
Is the grisly reaper mowing?
Yes, the danger must be growing
'Cause the rowers keep on rowing
And they're certainly not showing
Any signs that they are slowing.
09 July 2007 @ 10:35 pm
Like so many others before me, I have made most of the personal posts in this journal friends-only.  You may comment here if you'd like an add.  I'll still make public posts, but not of a personal nature.  Sorry :)
14 May 2007 @ 06:55 pm
 Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
And the whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind

Late night, in passing, metioned it flip to her
best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped
but the slip turns to terror and the crush to like
when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright

Its cute in a way, til you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak
Escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days

It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart

Then he walked up and told her,
Thinking maybe it'd passed
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare

They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause there's always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last

Either way he wanted her and this was bad
He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breath, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to fucking tear you apart
06 May 2007 @ 10:11 pm

So why create this journal?  Well, she suggested it.  I'm away from home right now.  And though were very far apart already, when I'm away from home we feel even more distant.  So while I was waiting for her to come online the other night, I was looking for little girl stories and sites to share with her.  When she finally did come online, I shared some links.  She then said I should write stories.  I told her that if I wrote stories that they would be for her or about her.  She said "Even better!"  So I quickly agreed.  I had already been considering it for a couple of reasons.  We are apart, so we share a lot of fantasies.  Some of them are quite nice, and I'd like to remember them in better detail.  The other reason is that I wanted to watch some livejournal communities, but I don't want them tied to my personal livejournal.  I've known for a long time that I was into some kinky things, and I don't really mind others knowing.  But because there are ways to tie my livejournal back to me, it could impact my career, and it could make the nature of my relationship with Alice apparent to people we know.  And, well, it's just not their business.

Another thing I would like to document is the gradual transformation that is taking place in both of us.  Both of us are into things that are largely considered taboo.  But our interests differed.  I have been interested in bondage for as long as I have been interested in sexuality.  I have a dominant personality in most of my human interaction, and this was no different in sex.  But ageplay was something I had never considered, and something I knew next to nothing about.  This was initially her interest.  I believe that baby girl was drawn to the dominant in me, and I was most certainly drawn to the sub in her.  But she was nervous to tell me about this particular interest.  The disparity in our ages makes it in some ways more natural, and in others more taboo.  But over the past few months, our particular interests have begun to merge into what is now simply our lives.

So what will I put here?  She has a lot of sexual dreams.  Sometimes she shares them with me.  Sometimes they're worth recording.  We also share fantasies.  I usually direct these fantasies when they are interactive.  Some of the best fantasies though are the ones she has when she is alone.  She knows that she is supposed to tell me whenever she touches, and whenever she fantasizes about me.  So I will record some of her fantasies.  Also anything I want to remember that we trade back and forth; images, links, stories, etc. will probably be recorded here if I think someone might find it interesting.  Or maybe I just want to remember it.  I will also record her punishments, as they are a big part of our relationship.  There are already quite a few things that I wish I had recorded that I will try to go back and add later.  I have some of them saved in IM logs, but I don't plan to backdate them.  This will be the beginning, and it's a good beginning.